I have been trying to get an exhibition together, with no luck. It could be because I can’t write a good artists statement or the drawings are no good. Ok I think the drawings are good enough to go to the trouble to get a show. My artists statement is not the best just like me. Maybe I have just started looking at the worry time and I just have to wait for my time to come around. I have try four galleries and I keep trying.

Which leads to the question, why do I really want an exhibition? Do I want people to tell me now good I am, make cool friends and make a career?

It is nice to have people like you, but one night is a short time. I had three years at art school to make cool friend, which never really worked out. This is one of the greats regards I have about that time. I have a good job in which I see myself doing good for people (I work in childcare) and I can see it become a good career.

Maybe it is the same question has, why go to church? I can worship god at home why do it with a group of people. People who come together to show faith in something (and lets say that is what we do going to exhibition) become part of something greater, be meeting and talking to people the group has a whole has the change to grow, even if it is just a nice feeling for one night.

Making art (drawing and printings) is a way to make a stand against DVD, Facebook and anything that takes as away form the soul, a way to try to life a life worth living. To create something for the soul. But art May only become divine if share with people.

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